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Tuesday, August 04, 2009 @ 8:35 PM
so, a little birdie whispered to my ear, and said that i was very mean on my previous posting. and i shouldnt go around bitching and poisoning minds of others.
oh REALLY??
well well well. welcome to the real world. lets get some facts right first, before straightening some petty matters.
first of all, i dont take defamatory statements very well. especially coming from a very hmm.. hardworking person. measly issues like this can be prevented and settled one-on-one. apparently not.
secondly, this is my FUCKING blog. so its my FUCKING say. mean words dont come out of the blue. it needs some provoking before everything gets spewed out.
and hoho, does this means that i must be reminded again of this childish matter?
if thats the case, congratulations now. the spotlight's on you. right here. right now. just the way you wanted it to be.
well, audience of my lovely blog, boyfriend, family, lecturers, students, friends, acquaintances & random passerbys. you are all in for a very fun ride. (:
from where should we begin huh? im very tired honestly. very exhausted. ive been reiterating this lame shit story. obviously, im in no mood for a storytelling session now.
yes i know whats over, is already over. BUT i know this will still persist, if i just kept it right in. this matter is accumulative. and yes, my exasperation has been happily increasing with each projects piling up.
so what if our friendship has gone in ruins? in the first place, does she even acknowledge the fact that we're friends?? friends are always there for each other, through happy and hard times. friends always be appreciative for the presence of each other, NOT fucking running off and ditching your friend when a guy you just knew wanted to meet/call you. and the definition of friendship definitely does not mean ignoring all your friends' calls when they're in need of help.
so with that, do you even dare and have the courage to deny all of the above, just to prove that you're my friend? can you even fucking do that?
okay wait. this ain't personal. lets be professional and make a big u-turn to the main issue that ive been hooha-ing about.
yes. you've fucked up the project. AGAIN. this is not your fucking first time. i dont care im being mean. this is the honest truth.
i was just a breath away from telling k tai about your active participation. but im still human, im not that evil. if i had made sure that your marks is equivalent to your puny effort, which is a size of a nose shit, then im pretty sure you'll get 15% for the whole project.
so what now huh? lets us all see how your manipulative mind gonna turn the tables against me. im very interested to see how the retaliation goes. go ahead, give me your best shot. im game for anything.
im fucking pissed. still am. dont bother asking me to cool down, unless you dont mind seeing my bony middle fingers shove up your face.
and what? please, dont go around and confide to the whole world abt your issue. the cause is definitely not about your issue. and put that self sympathy to a stop, its disgusting.
anyways, its because you're so fucking lazy, that you're having trouble, big trouble, with the term prioritizing.
if all these were due to your omg-so-poor-thing issues, why when alif was still around, you're still the number one procrastinator around? why in the past, when you're still in your happy self, this last minute fucked ups still arise?
can you fucking tell me the reason why- why you fucking like to pressurize me with all your procrastinations?!
who do you fucking think i am? do i look like a fairygod mother to you, who always have to be around to clean up your shits and wipe your ass sparkling clean? do i look like a fucking miracle worker to you?
have you even thought for a second that, while i was doing your portion of the project, i was not okay? that i was under alot of stress and might be at the verge of breaking down? does it fucking ever come across your dense head?!
and does it even occur to you why all this while i totally kept it all in, and never voice it out?
i can bet my ass why. you were too busy in your own world,thats why. eh please lah, you're a twenty year old. can you fucking wake up and realized this earth is not revolving around you? everyone has to lead their own lives, they cant possibly always be there for you, do things for you and just give a pretty smile whenever you fucking shoved back your shits up in their ass.
after all, its what they call- PROJECT GROUP WORK, not khadijah's project work. we're supposed to be in this, together. not me, stressing my ass off, while you go around happily dating guys and earning money.
does dating guys give us an A at the end of the sem? does earning money for yourself give you a diploma at the end of the yr?
BUT i tell you what happens at the end of the day, khadijah and felina just collapsed with exhaustion.
where's the "thanks khad for everything you've done"? what happened to "im sorry khad for what ive put you through"?
but noooo, i just had to get some people bitching about me, what kind of bitch i was and who the hell was i to boss around.
after two years of this, really, is that what i deserved the most- to be a subject of endless complains? how lovely.
fuck it. go pretend all you want, deep down you should fucking know you're in deep shit. lets us all see how you're going to redeem yourself this time round.
way to go, khad. pen is always mightier than a sword. and if words do kill, i hope it fucking stab her hundred and fifty times and wake her up.
doesnt she see that the whole world trying to help her? and im not refering to my post, stupid.
"cheers."
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 @ 8:35 PM
so, a little birdie whispered to my ear, and said that i was very mean on my previous posting. and i shouldnt go around bitching and poisoning minds of others.
oh REALLY??
well well well. welcome to the real world. lets get some facts right first, before straightening some petty matters.
first of all, i dont take defamatory statements very well. especially coming from a very hmm.. hardworking person. measly issues like this can be prevented and settled one-on-one. apparently not.
secondly, this is my FUCKING blog. so its my FUCKING say. mean words dont come out of the blue. it needs some provoking before everything gets spewed out.
and hoho, does this means that i must be reminded again of this childish matter?
if thats the case, congratulations now. the spotlight's on you. right here. right now. just the way you wanted it to be.
well, audience of my lovely blog, boyfriend, family, lecturers, students, friends, acquaintances & random passerbys. you are all in for a very fun ride. (:
from where should we begin huh? im very tired honestly. very exhausted. ive been reiterating this lame shit story. obviously, im in no mood for a storytelling session now.
yes i know whats over, is already over. BUT i know this will still persist, if i just kept it right in. this matter is accumulative. and yes, my exasperation has been happily increasing with each projects piling up.
so what if our friendship has gone in ruins? in the first place, does she even acknowledge the fact that we're friends?? friends are always there for each other, through happy and hard times. friends always be appreciative for the presence of each other, NOT fucking running off and ditching your friend when a guy you just knew wanted to meet/call you. and the definition of friendship definitely does not mean ignoring all your friends' calls when they're in need of help.
so with that, do you even dare and have the courage to deny all of the above, just to prove that you're my friend? can you even fucking do that?
okay wait. this ain't personal. lets be professional and make a big u-turn to the main issue that ive been hooha-ing about.
yes. you've fucked up the project. AGAIN. this is not your fucking first time. i dont care im being mean. this is the honest truth.
i was just a breath away from telling k tai about your active participation. but im still human, im not that evil. if i had made sure that your marks is equivalent to your puny effort, which is a size of a nose shit, then im pretty sure you'll get 15% for the whole project.
so what now huh? lets us all see how your manipulative mind gonna turn the tables against me. im very interested to see how the retaliation goes. go ahead, give me your best shot. im game for anything.
im fucking pissed. still am. dont bother asking me to cool down, unless you dont mind seeing my bony middle fingers shove up your face.
and what? please, dont go around and confide to the whole world abt your issue. the cause is definitely not about your issue. and put that self sympathy to a stop, its disgusting.
anyways, its because you're so fucking lazy, that you're having trouble, big trouble, with the term prioritizing.
if all these were due to your omg-so-poor-thing issues, why when alif was still around, you're still the number one procrastinator around? why in the past, when you're still in your happy self, this last minute fucked ups still arise?
can you fucking tell me the reason why- why you fucking like to pressurize me with all your procrastinations?!
who do you fucking think i am? do i look like a fairygod mother to you, who always have to be around to clean up your shits and wipe your ass sparkling clean? do i look like a fucking miracle worker to you?
have you even thought for a second that, while i was doing your portion of the project, i was not okay? that i was under alot of stress and might be at the verge of breaking down? does it fucking ever come across your dense head?!
and does it even occur to you why all this while i totally kept it all in, and never voice it out?
i can bet my ass why. you were too busy in your own world,thats why. eh please lah, you're a twenty year old. can you fucking wake up and realized this earth is not revolving around you? everyone has to lead their own lives, they cant possibly always be there for you, do things for you and just give a pretty smile whenever you fucking shoved back your shits up in their ass.
after all, its what they call- PROJECT GROUP WORK, not khadijah's project work. we're supposed to be in this, together. not me, stressing my ass off, while you go around happily dating guys and earning money.
does dating guys give us an A at the end of the sem? does earning money for yourself give you a diploma at the end of the yr?
BUT i tell you what happens at the end of the day, khadijah and felina just collapsed with exhaustion.
where's the "thanks khad for everything you've done"? what happened to "im sorry khad for what ive put you through"?
but noooo, i just had to get some people bitching about me, what kind of bitch i was and who the hell was i to boss around.
after two years of this, really, is that what i deserved the most- to be a subject of endless complains? how lovely.
fuck it. go pretend all you want, deep down you should fucking know you're in deep shit. lets us all see how you're going to redeem yourself this time round.
way to go, khad. pen is always mightier than a sword. and if words do kill, i hope it fucking stab her hundred and fifty times and wake her up.
doesnt she see that the whole world trying to help her? and im not refering to my post, stupid.
