i think this will be like the only post of the week,
seeing how packed my schedule is for this week in my organiser.
tssssssssssskkk.
i'll be a walking zombie by the time the next monday arrives.


i still cant get over the fact that my wednesday will go down to a waste.
and a VERY effing big waste.
have to go down for some bullshit briefing which cost me money.
(as in im losing money here, not that i have to pay or what)
and looking at my financial status, i should not be losing any at all.
and i still cant figure out which part of the talk will be beneficial to me.
i dont even think i'll get more money out of it nor get any CCA points.
tssskkk.
okay whatever, whats been done is done,
but now what the fucking fuck am i supposed to do from 10am-3.15pm?
tskktskk, am not very happy about this. at all.


am still not very sure why am i sticking to sth

by far havent even given me a single bit of happiness,
or more relevant to the context, my money back.
maybe thats bcos im still living in some lala fairytale world,
dreaming and holding on hope that ill get it all back.
when in reality, everyone knows its fucking impossible.


yess, im feeling very very unhappy about this.
and i know that no amount of unhappiness can change it all back.
tssk tssk,
all that regrets that piling a mountain high aint going anywhere, i guess.
and am not surprise if i see a laurel in me.
maybe thats why i got the talentime chair post.

hahahaha.
and am i not surprise if the beast in me emerge during the planning process of talentime.
hahaha, pity pity that newbie, Jovan though.


ECM dateline coming up(tmrw),
and have yet gotten all the report to be printed out.
and am not even sure whether everyone did their little portion.
oh well, letsee how it goes tmrw.


have two more projects on stand still.
macroecons and crm cum rwps.
did a lil bit of questionaire,
but we're still far off from the finishing line.
and for that killer macroecons,
have yet to even start it and dateline's next week.
hahahah, and i have no time to do it.
so, lets see how it goes for that one too.

so far for work,
didnt work since last wednesday. haha.
my next working day will be on friday.
and they've tranferred me out to bugis,
new outlet = more customers.
and i got a feeling the customer flow will be non stop,
and longerr.
rawwwrr, i'll be a zombie by monday comes. realllyyy.

and aliyo, i think you're right.
(a) macroecons is a killer (have no idea how come you study that so early)
(b) the weather's is a fucking killer too.


am among all this hectic-ness.
im getting bored with it alrdy.
tsssk.
must tell soe about this.
and to think of it,
its been awhile since i last talked to him.


maybe i shldnt blog in the morning,
cos only grumpiness the only thing you'll get out of me.

i think this will be like the only post of the week,
seeing how packed my schedule is for this week in my organiser.
tssssssssssskkk.
i'll be a walking zombie by the time the next monday arrives.


i still cant get over the fact that my wednesday will go down to a waste.
and a VERY effing big waste.
have to go down for some bullshit briefing which cost me money.
(as in im losing money here, not that i have to pay or what)
and looking at my financial status, i should not be losing any at all.
and i still cant figure out which part of the talk will be beneficial to me.
i dont even think i'll get more money out of it nor get any CCA points.
tssskkk.
okay whatever, whats been done is done,
but now what the fucking fuck am i supposed to do from 10am-3.15pm?
tskktskk, am not very happy about this. at all.


am still not very sure why am i sticking to sth

by far havent even given me a single bit of happiness,
or more relevant to the context, my money back.
maybe thats bcos im still living in some lala fairytale world,
dreaming and holding on hope that ill get it all back.
when in reality, everyone knows its fucking impossible.


yess, im feeling very very unhappy about this.
and i know that no amount of unhappiness can change it all back.
tssk tssk,
all that regrets that piling a mountain high aint going anywhere, i guess.
and am not surprise if i see a laurel in me.
maybe thats why i got the talentime chair post.

hahahaha.
and am i not surprise if the beast in me emerge during the planning process of talentime.
hahaha, pity pity that newbie, Jovan though.


ECM dateline coming up(tmrw),
and have yet gotten all the report to be printed out.
and am not even sure whether everyone did their little portion.
oh well, letsee how it goes tmrw.


have two more projects on stand still.
macroecons and crm cum rwps.
did a lil bit of questionaire,
but we're still far off from the finishing line.
and for that killer macroecons,
have yet to even start it and dateline's next week.
hahahah, and i have no time to do it.
so, lets see how it goes for that one too.

so far for work,
didnt work since last wednesday. haha.
my next working day will be on friday.
and they've tranferred me out to bugis,
new outlet = more customers.
and i got a feeling the customer flow will be non stop,
and longerr.
rawwwrr, i'll be a zombie by monday comes. realllyyy.

and aliyo, i think you're right.
(a) macroecons is a killer (have no idea how come you study that so early)
(b) the weather's is a fucking killer too.


am among all this hectic-ness.
im getting bored with it alrdy.
tsssk.
must tell soe about this.
and to think of it,
its been awhile since i last talked to him.


maybe i shldnt blog in the morning,
cos only grumpiness the only thing you'll get out of me.