H E R R A N D O M C R A P . B L O G S P O T . C O M ♥
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @ 10:18 PM
yestrday was ouh so sweet and touching- yet saddening. my heart's kinda heavy to leave all of you nerds. but really, from what's been happening to me recently- made me feel that nothing's gonna change for the better. i've been giving too many chances and too much time, yet with the amount of respect i've received is still the same. so whats the point anws? thats why im standing firm to my decision.
to think of it, after all the sacrifices and opportunity costs forgone- THAT include my money $$$, study,leisure and definitely family time, my previous bf and blah blah blah, quitting now is really not the way. but... i dont know lahs. that seems to be the righteous thing i've ever done since implicating myself in that shitty intercons. lols.
to all the nerds in SB Club- thanks so much for everything. thanks so much for all the LOAs. thanks for giving me a reason to skip tutorials. lmbo. thanks for the CCA points. thanks for all the ouh so hot gossips. thanks for giving me eyebags during overnight cos you all know imma early sleeper yet you guys still make noise when i want to sleep. thanks for all the spams and flooding of unwanted redundant emails. and the list goes on... im really glad that i met you crazy bunch of monkeys. you guys neh fail to light me up with all your kuku actions. even though im not technically close to all of you, deep down in my heart, i've alrdy regarded you guys as my 2nd fam. with all the care and concern you showered me, i feel really blessed to be part of SB Club (yes, not hockey). cos even in hockey, i've neh experienced this bond thingie. i love each and every single one of you nerds.
HOWEVER (yes, counter argument), like i said for ouh so many times- the bad memories outweigh the good. i thought it over so ouh so many times. really. there's soo many times i felt like resigning on the spot. but i didnt. friday was the last blow. too many things was on my mind. im no superhero. thats why i blew up. thats why i only saw leaving was the only way to ease my burden.
for friday. im not really sure whether i'll be coming or not. my mind's still in its stressed up mode- with the projects,assignments and pressure to perform. i dont think im mentally ready to handle any SB stuff right now. im sorry.
and dearest fauzi- happy first monthasary(: no matter how many cold wars we got ourselves into, you'll still be in my heart. number 15 on jersey, number one at heart.
AND THOSE WHO WANT FREE ENTERTAINMENT, come down to SP sports day tomorrw! you'll see some ouh soo interesting mascot of SMA. and trust me, its sooo worth your time(:
see? i gave you free advert here. you owe me one XD
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @ 10:18 PM
yestrday was ouh so sweet and touching- yet saddening. my heart's kinda heavy to leave all of you nerds. but really, from what's been happening to me recently- made me feel that nothing's gonna change for the better. i've been giving too many chances and too much time, yet with the amount of respect i've received is still the same. so whats the point anws? thats why im standing firm to my decision.
to think of it, after all the sacrifices and opportunity costs forgone- THAT include my money $$$, study,leisure and definitely family time, my previous bf and blah blah blah, quitting now is really not the way. but... i dont know lahs. that seems to be the righteous thing i've ever done since implicating myself in that shitty intercons. lols.
to all the nerds in SB Club- thanks so much for everything. thanks so much for all the LOAs. thanks for giving me a reason to skip tutorials. lmbo. thanks for the CCA points. thanks for all the ouh so hot gossips. thanks for giving me eyebags during overnight cos you all know imma early sleeper yet you guys still make noise when i want to sleep. thanks for all the spams and flooding of unwanted redundant emails. and the list goes on... im really glad that i met you crazy bunch of monkeys. you guys neh fail to light me up with all your kuku actions. even though im not technically close to all of you, deep down in my heart, i've alrdy regarded you guys as my 2nd fam. with all the care and concern you showered me, i feel really blessed to be part of SB Club (yes, not hockey). cos even in hockey, i've neh experienced this bond thingie. i love each and every single one of you nerds.
HOWEVER (yes, counter argument), like i said for ouh so many times- the bad memories outweigh the good. i thought it over so ouh so many times. really. there's soo many times i felt like resigning on the spot. but i didnt. friday was the last blow. too many things was on my mind. im no superhero. thats why i blew up. thats why i only saw leaving was the only way to ease my burden.
for friday. im not really sure whether i'll be coming or not. my mind's still in its stressed up mode- with the projects,assignments and pressure to perform. i dont think im mentally ready to handle any SB stuff right now. im sorry.
and dearest fauzi- happy first monthasary(: no matter how many cold wars we got ourselves into, you'll still be in my heart. number 15 on jersey, number one at heart.
AND THOSE WHO WANT FREE ENTERTAINMENT, come down to SP sports day tomorrw! you'll see some ouh soo interesting mascot of SMA. and trust me, its sooo worth your time(:
see? i gave you free advert here. you owe me one XD
