H E R R A N D O M C R A P . B L O G S P O T . C O M ♥
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 6:45 AM
ISAAC CHEN((: SB's DEAREST V CAPT.
MONDAY
(happy birthday CHOY YOKE, and taufik batisah XD)
was ultra sucky.
came skool ultra early.
i've no idea why.
went for stats.
stats was stupid.
i dont understand whatever shit coming out frm veronica's mouth.
neh mind.
i shall study and catch up once the hols start.(:
break.
then went to accounts tutorial.
i went cos i thought it'll end early.
it ALWAYS end early.
even make up class.
but unfortunately for me, it didnt. T.T
it ended like 10 mins before 1.
then i rushed down to see isaac's performance.
thats when i saw everything.
i saw that everything i thought was okay, was not fucking okay.
when i saw the numerous blackouts, hows the response was, heard about our dumbass director asking us to shutdown and how peisuan cried,
i felt instantly bad and guilty.
i should've skipped class to help her out.
should've been there,
instead of thinking about my less than 75% attendance-
and thinking everything's gonna be all right,
when i should know better that every event no matter how successful it was, will sure have its cock ups.
hey peisuaan,
i know i havent been the world's best vchair.
i know i hadnt really been helpful to you.
instead of helping you doing up all these events shit,
i've been running away from it and dumping all my share of work to you.
i know im like fucking self centred and always think of the welfare of myself,
instead of looking around and think about others for one moment.
i've always think im the unlucky one who's always under soo much stress and dont deserve all these shit.
im sorry if im always NOT there whnever im supposed to be there.
im sorry if i put too much stress on you since the start of everything, letting you do all the work, while im off to do some dumbass shit intercons when i jolly well know how a lost cause intercons is.
i know no matter how many times i apologise,
my apologies wont turn things back.
i know i've screwed things up a tad too much for you,
and when it finally dawned on me that things arent going well for you which was the contrary of my thoughts on how well you were doing,
it was too late to patch things up.
im really sorry for all the emotional turmoils i've caused.
really.
now, i'll take charge of everything kays.
im very sorry once again.
isaac's performance was good.
he sang collide so well.
real talented.
went queensway after all that.
collected one last final soccer jersey.
syahmi's jersey.
back at club.
helped reeve out with intercons official ic duty.
since he looked like soo lost.
LOLS. i didnt scold you in my blog can.hahah
REEVE SEAH CHONG LEE IS ONE OF THE BEST GUYS I'VE MET IN POLY,
THE EVER SO HELPFUL AND NICE
thanks for helping out whenver i need someone(:
see? i praise you somemore can. hahaha.
so, are you like honoured seeing your name on my blog?
hahahhahah. THANKS FOR DROPPING BY(:
ended up not much to help out,
cos the only two matches were walk-overed.
qianyi dardar,
why you neh rply me?
i feel soo sad. ): lols.
i know i'll be the world's biggest busybody intruding your privacy whatsoever.
but really, give jeffrey a chance to umm... be a better man?
he's done soo much for you, really.
its just you dont know how much opportunity costs he had forgone just for you.
give him a chance. will you? (:
lastly, before i end-
whatevr happened tt made you emo or whatsoever you're really feeling that you wont admit,
im sorry hokays.
i dont mean things to happen this way.
and how could i idolise isaac when there's FAUZI around? lols.
AND-
like i said ouh so dont know how many times,
no matter how many times you forget my birthday,
no matter how many times you've called me horse, kettle, sheep,pig crocodile or all the animals existed in the whole wide world,
no matter how many times you sarcasticly said that i wont give my photo to you or let you have a picha taken with me when i can take with isaac,
no matter how many current or non current girlfriends and flings you've got now,
no matter how many times your club tried to steal SB's assets and made me put back myself,
i still adore youu hokays.
and nothing will ever change that.
and the love-o-meter is still at its 100%,fyi. lols.
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 6:45 AM
ISAAC CHEN((: SB's DEAREST V CAPT.
MONDAY
(happy birthday CHOY YOKE, and taufik batisah XD)
was ultra sucky.
came skool ultra early.
i've no idea why.
went for stats.
stats was stupid.
i dont understand whatever shit coming out frm veronica's mouth.
neh mind.
i shall study and catch up once the hols start.(:
break.
then went to accounts tutorial.
i went cos i thought it'll end early.
it ALWAYS end early.
even make up class.
but unfortunately for me, it didnt. T.T
it ended like 10 mins before 1.
then i rushed down to see isaac's performance.
thats when i saw everything.
i saw that everything i thought was okay, was not fucking okay.
when i saw the numerous blackouts, hows the response was, heard about our dumbass director asking us to shutdown and how peisuan cried,
i felt instantly bad and guilty.
i should've skipped class to help her out.
should've been there,
instead of thinking about my less than 75% attendance-
and thinking everything's gonna be all right,
when i should know better that every event no matter how successful it was, will sure have its cock ups.
hey peisuaan,
i know i havent been the world's best vchair.
i know i hadnt really been helpful to you.
instead of helping you doing up all these events shit,
i've been running away from it and dumping all my share of work to you.
i know im like fucking self centred and always think of the welfare of myself,
instead of looking around and think about others for one moment.
i've always think im the unlucky one who's always under soo much stress and dont deserve all these shit.
im sorry if im always NOT there whnever im supposed to be there.
im sorry if i put too much stress on you since the start of everything, letting you do all the work, while im off to do some dumbass shit intercons when i jolly well know how a lost cause intercons is.
i know no matter how many times i apologise,
my apologies wont turn things back.
i know i've screwed things up a tad too much for you,
and when it finally dawned on me that things arent going well for you which was the contrary of my thoughts on how well you were doing,
it was too late to patch things up.
im really sorry for all the emotional turmoils i've caused.
really.
now, i'll take charge of everything kays.
im very sorry once again.
isaac's performance was good.
he sang collide so well.
real talented.
went queensway after all that.
collected one last final soccer jersey.
syahmi's jersey.
back at club.
helped reeve out with intercons official ic duty.
since he looked like soo lost.
LOLS. i didnt scold you in my blog can.hahah
REEVE SEAH CHONG LEE IS ONE OF THE BEST GUYS I'VE MET IN POLY,
THE EVER SO HELPFUL AND NICE
thanks for helping out whenver i need someone(:
see? i praise you somemore can. hahaha.
so, are you like honoured seeing your name on my blog?
hahahhahah. THANKS FOR DROPPING BY(:
ended up not much to help out,
cos the only two matches were walk-overed.
qianyi dardar,
why you neh rply me?
i feel soo sad. ): lols.
i know i'll be the world's biggest busybody intruding your privacy whatsoever.
but really, give jeffrey a chance to umm... be a better man?
he's done soo much for you, really.
its just you dont know how much opportunity costs he had forgone just for you.
give him a chance. will you? (:
lastly, before i end-
whatevr happened tt made you emo or whatsoever you're really feeling that you wont admit,
im sorry hokays.
i dont mean things to happen this way.
and how could i idolise isaac when there's FAUZI around? lols.
AND-
like i said ouh so dont know how many times,
no matter how many times you forget my birthday,
no matter how many times you've called me horse, kettle, sheep,pig crocodile or all the animals existed in the whole wide world,
no matter how many times you sarcasticly said that i wont give my photo to you or let you have a picha taken with me when i can take with isaac,
no matter how many current or non current girlfriends and flings you've got now,
no matter how many times your club tried to steal SB's assets and made me put back myself,
i still adore youu hokays.
and nothing will ever change that.
and the love-o-meter is still at its 100%,fyi. lols.
