H E R R A N D O M C R A P . B L O G S P O T . C O M ♥
Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 10:40 PM
everything's fucked up today. I TOLD YOU FUCKING PEOPLE NOT TO MESS AROUND WITH ME WHEN I HAVE SOO MANY EVENTS PLAGUING MY MIND PLUS WITH FUCKED UP PROJECTS WHICH DATELINES ARE NEXT WEEK AND I STILL HAVENT START A SINGLE SHIT.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU? I DONT KNOW WHAT AND WHERE I'VE GONE WRONG LAHS. I DONT KNOW WHAT I DO TILL I DESERVE ALL THESE FUCKING SHIT FROM ALL OF YOU.
today is the day when it all breaks down. when everything is put to a stop. when i step down from all my commitments.
to thE lucky one i called up, thanks for being there for me. im really so glad that i know at least there's someone who really cares and concern of my situation and well being. THANKS RAFIE. THANKS ALOT. THANKS FOR BEING THERE EVERY SINGLE TIME WHEN IM REALLY SUPER DOWN AND FCUKING STRESSED UP.
AND TO YOU. you being there or not, is the same. you're always somehow NOT there whenever i need someone. i really dont know why. and again- do you realise that- when everything's suddenly dawn on you that things are scrwed up, that its too late patch up the wound you've caused?
AND TO THE FUCKED UP INTERCONS TEAM- ESP ENOCH, KHAI WHATSOEVER. im really sick of your shit. having to clean up every single shit you've left. i dont know why im ALWAYS have to do it??!! WHY CANT YOU FUCKING FOR THE FIRST TIME DO THINGS WITHOUT ME BEING THERE??! YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE HAVING ALL THESE COMMITMENTS? WHAT ABOUT ME YOU FUCKER?! and i cant believe you still can shout at me, WHEN YOU BLOODY HELL KNOW WHO'S IN THE FUCKED UP WRONG POSITION. i really didnt mean to shout at you. BUT I'VE GIVEN TOO MUCH CHANCES TO YOU. IT SEEMS YOU DONT GET IT RIGHT? YOU WANT ME TO START SHOUTING AND CRYING THEN IT SUDDNLY DAWNED TO YOU THAT IM NOT OKAY??!!
YOU FUCKER, YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO GOT SO MANY EVENTS? HELLO! IF YOU DONT REALIZE YET, I'VE GOT 3 EVENTS COCURRENTLY TODAY. FOOD IMPLOSION, CHARITY CUP AND INTERCONS. AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AT MMSP AND ADD MEETING. AND YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S IN THE RIGHT- AND DESERVED SOME SLACK? WHAT THE FUCK. YOU GO AND FUCKING DIE. IM SOOO SICK OF YOUR SHIT YOU FUCKER.
AND JUST IN CASE ITS NOT KNOWN, I'VE QUITTED SB FOR GOOD. i'll leave the key on the table on monday. im sorry that i had to leave ADD org comm. everything doesnt seem right today. i know i told caleb i'll consider once again. but today, with all these fuckers messing up with my life, im sorry. im leaving right aftr charity cup.
im really fucking sick and tired having to go through all these alone. i dont even know why you're always the contributor rather than the helper. whatever.
Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 10:40 PM
everything's fucked up today. I TOLD YOU FUCKING PEOPLE NOT TO MESS AROUND WITH ME WHEN I HAVE SOO MANY EVENTS PLAGUING MY MIND PLUS WITH FUCKED UP PROJECTS WHICH DATELINES ARE NEXT WEEK AND I STILL HAVENT START A SINGLE SHIT.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU? I DONT KNOW WHAT AND WHERE I'VE GONE WRONG LAHS. I DONT KNOW WHAT I DO TILL I DESERVE ALL THESE FUCKING SHIT FROM ALL OF YOU.
today is the day when it all breaks down. when everything is put to a stop. when i step down from all my commitments.
to thE lucky one i called up, thanks for being there for me. im really so glad that i know at least there's someone who really cares and concern of my situation and well being. THANKS RAFIE. THANKS ALOT. THANKS FOR BEING THERE EVERY SINGLE TIME WHEN IM REALLY SUPER DOWN AND FCUKING STRESSED UP.
AND TO YOU. you being there or not, is the same. you're always somehow NOT there whenever i need someone. i really dont know why. and again- do you realise that- when everything's suddenly dawn on you that things are scrwed up, that its too late patch up the wound you've caused?
AND TO THE FUCKED UP INTERCONS TEAM- ESP ENOCH, KHAI WHATSOEVER. im really sick of your shit. having to clean up every single shit you've left. i dont know why im ALWAYS have to do it??!! WHY CANT YOU FUCKING FOR THE FIRST TIME DO THINGS WITHOUT ME BEING THERE??! YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE HAVING ALL THESE COMMITMENTS? WHAT ABOUT ME YOU FUCKER?! and i cant believe you still can shout at me, WHEN YOU BLOODY HELL KNOW WHO'S IN THE FUCKED UP WRONG POSITION. i really didnt mean to shout at you. BUT I'VE GIVEN TOO MUCH CHANCES TO YOU. IT SEEMS YOU DONT GET IT RIGHT? YOU WANT ME TO START SHOUTING AND CRYING THEN IT SUDDNLY DAWNED TO YOU THAT IM NOT OKAY??!!
YOU FUCKER, YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO GOT SO MANY EVENTS? HELLO! IF YOU DONT REALIZE YET, I'VE GOT 3 EVENTS COCURRENTLY TODAY. FOOD IMPLOSION, CHARITY CUP AND INTERCONS. AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AT MMSP AND ADD MEETING. AND YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S IN THE RIGHT- AND DESERVED SOME SLACK? WHAT THE FUCK. YOU GO AND FUCKING DIE. IM SOOO SICK OF YOUR SHIT YOU FUCKER.
AND JUST IN CASE ITS NOT KNOWN, I'VE QUITTED SB FOR GOOD. i'll leave the key on the table on monday. im sorry that i had to leave ADD org comm. everything doesnt seem right today. i know i told caleb i'll consider once again. but today, with all these fuckers messing up with my life, im sorry. im leaving right aftr charity cup.
im really fucking sick and tired having to go through all these alone. i dont even know why you're always the contributor rather than the helper. whatever.
