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sacrfice for others' happiness.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 8:50 PM

its really saddening if your nice intentions are mistaken as bad.
well, this is life anyways.
thats reality for you, stupid khadijah.




some matters have to be solved before things get worse.
i dont like to be labelled as "perampas kebahagiaan org" or barriers or whatever its called.
its never nice to be called as such and being bitched at(god forbid)
during times you're oblivion to the surroundings.
i kena once before during secondary skool,
and the feelings was never nice.


this post is never meant to hurt anyone or dissed someone.
its just my soul confession.
being a loner, i dont really have that much friends to tell things
that made my inner wounds bleed.
so i terpakse to spill it all out here.




when you befriend someone,
your only intentions is to widen your social circle.
and if there's more, thats luar our kuasa.
however, there was never a thought struck in the head that
your happiness may be one's misery and jealousy.


yerr.
i would like to apologise to whoever i've hurted both indirectly and directly,
apologise if i menyusahkan any pihak.
never was my intention to disturb your keharmonian or kebahagian.
have deleted all contacts and cut all ties for your happiness.
and no worries kays.
my heart is occupied by someone special
so you dont have to be insecure no more.


its kinda sad to see a great close friendship end just like that.
but what to do.


oh well.

ahhh. darl fahrin is on tv. ooohhhs~!
okay best. off i go. toodles woodles people(: